So... the last 3 months were fun-filled with one emergency visit, two hospitalizations, three infections and antibiotic courses and countless weeks of nausea/vomiting/diarrhea. First the doctors blamed it on the clinical trial they put me on. Well, the CT scan showed that not only the tumor grew - so off the trial I go - but there are new metastasis forming up. Healing tango? Dancing? What are you talking about? I can walk about two blocks, after which I need to stop and catch my breath. On the days I don't go to the hospital my daily movements are between bedroom, kitchen and couch.